Found the perfect image to describe my past games for a whole week.
The fire represents all my salt, rage, and anger. While the cute, dumb looking anime girl represents the new player.
I am not having fun anymore, im getting more pissed at the game now and thinking of swearing off pub games. Like I am a competitive player, I can't keep my mouth shut when my team is performing badly, I am not a good person at all when it comes to competitive games.
I miss the days where I was the shit player and getting killed every round for having 500 tk points. I was in a sea of good players. Now im a average player in a sea of bad players, fighting a tide of skill stacked teams because I refuse to join them and somehow develop the patience to teach new players.
When we got the surge, it was not so bad. My kd was not abysmal and the new players were willing to listen to me and I could coach and coordinate them. Now they just ignore me, and throw themselves at people. There was a player today that insisted of using force lighting to fight a jedi. He got instantly killed every single time. And he did it for 12 fucking rounds. Our team watched this guy spam force lighting against jedi for 12 goddamn rounds. I said it 4 times, he just would not adapt.
Put me on suicide watch.