Dude.
Although I don't really like such strict moderation (as you can see I've even joined the memes discord already), but you're just going too far here. At this moment you're being really counterproductive.
From my point of view, you just seem to be not a bit obsessed with all this situation. You post edgy stuff here and in memes discord too (I mean about Vis and Spagh). Please trust me at what I am going to say right now: you look like a crykid right now. I know this whole situation certainly hit you but you won't do any good to yourself or the community by doing stuff like this.
If I didn't know you and saw someone acting the same, I'd think, "Oh, another retard, well go eat shit ayy lmao". I know you're not and thus you are able to understand that what you are doing right now is pointless and only makes more problems between you (although initially it was a problem between devs and the content, NOT you personally) and devs. I say devs because even if I disagree with Spagh's actions we're still a team and I will take his side simply because he's my teammate, no matter who's wrong and who's right.
For the sake of memes, chill out. None has personal grudge against you, none would benefit from getting you banned and nothing will change if you get banned.
Regards.