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You may think you enjoy dueling. But it's not enjoyment that you are feeling. It's merely your deeply rooted submissiveness being sated. It's why you rush back to a superior duelist that has just devoured your BP and sliced through your being. You enjoy being a skill marker...a living checkpoint. You knowingly accept these battles understanding that they will only end in your demise. Your higher consciousness uses a cover of "improvement through hardship" as a way to protect your miniscule ego. The reality is that you learned nothing from your repeated humiliating defeats. Your deeply rooted submissiveness LOVES to validate the skill of a superior opponent. Unfortunately for you this means your body will physically prevent you from developing the muscle memory and pattern recognition required to overcome superior duelist. I understand that this is supposed to be a dueling guide but I recommend therapy to improve your purple.
